Add ons for the previous post

Just some clarifications with regard to the previous post:

When I say 'understanding darkness',
I am not trying to be a psychologist, or some philosopher,
Or a religious leader hoping to inspire someone.
I know my limits.

My intention is pure.
I am just trying to get something out of those bad experiences.

I once thought that I am able to deal with things like these.
But no, I hadn't been thinking too much previously.
That is why I was still unprepared even at the second time.

I really want to learn something from it now.

Shakespeare's quote at the end of this blog is there to remind me to take the chance when it comes.
And to use this life-learning experience for my future dealings.

This is my intention.
My only intention. :)